A new start

Yikes it has been 3 months since I have posted on this blog. I am sorry for those of you looking forward to it. I have a few followers but not a bunch. Nice and small how I like it. I have more that are not visible than are tho.

Ok where to start. The pancreatic problems appear to be over. I have had some trouble with anemia. I had to have an iron infusion. But that appears to have worked as well. Scared feeling helpless at times but dammit I am doing it. With some help from friends. (Thanks Tiff)!!.

Shoot I don't even think I have posted that I have a job now. Not childcare anymore but I am working on the top of Pikes Peak as an EMT. It is an OK job. I am getting some decent hours in but not as many as I would like. Hardly nuff to sustain us but budgeting sucks anyways.

Soo I am getting out of this place I live in. Have been here for a lil while but it is time to get out and have a better home for Erica. Hell I could (and have) lived anywhere but she deserves more than this place. So we are moving into a town home across town. It is only for a few months, so I can save up some cash to have our own place and not have to deal with anything but being a good mom and role model. I need to focus on that. I will find a church to start attending as well. Maybe if my head is on just a bit more spiritually then I will be able to make better choices. Ill keep you updated on that.

Sooo last night I get a call from a production company. (been waiting on this call for a while now) About doing H/M. They are also asking if I am interested in a part in this upcoming movie. Am I interested? Not really but damn how often does this happen??? Not that I am interested in being an actress but Shit this weight loss has opened SOOOOO Many doors for me. Nothing would have happened if I was still FAT, lets face it producers dont call fat ppl... Sooo I may go for it. This is a vampire movie. I am waiting on a call. They got the financial backers now for it so casting is beginning.
Me an actress lmbo... OK whatever works. I suppose I am good at Drama, My mom always said I was dramatic. Although that has slowed down since I became a grownup.

I also got another call about a job with a consulting firm in NYC. Not moving there but an independent contractor for well umm a magazine so to speak. Apparently my name is getting around town (who woulda thought) I answered an ad from Craigslist in Feb and did the movie and now ppl are calling me!! Exciting but I am leary as well. I dont know what to thing about that. I have not really EVER made myself marketable. Now I am and didnt do anything. Falling in my lap. I suppose God has a plan for me now.


Lastly before I end this. I have an appt Next Wed with a surgeon. I am approved for a tummy tuck!! I hope I can save up nuff cash to support us for a month. I SHOULD be able to go back to work after 2-3 weeks but I am saying a month just in case. I hope I can have some help taking care of Erica after. Like getting her to school and the like. I know she will help me :) She is such a cool kid.

Ha the other day I was headed to see my Mom and oldest son Andrew (he will be 13 soon) :( Anyways,,,
Erica was putting my lip gloss on. And I told her no more that she will look like a hooker. Yea, I should not have said that but it slipped. Sooo She asks me what a hooker is. My gosh it was so cute. But I quickly realizes she DOES listen to what I say and does not ignore me like I think she does. So I told her to ask grandma. Grandma said it was when a girl gets all dressed up and flirts with boys and goes to jail. (Thanks Mom for the save)

I will post more often I promise. Have a good week ya all!!