Well I was searching through my laptop looking to clean up things I don't use or don't care about anymore. Low and behold I ran across my blog. Yikes I didn't realize it had been so long since I had posted. So, sorry about that.
Well whats happened this past year? Still am not (legally) divorced. Had 2 breakups. 1 with Rich back about the time I stopped posting That ended physically and abusively. But that is all over not thank god!!! I met another guy but things didnt work out. So I am kinda on my own right now. Looking for another EMS job. Hoping to find one soon. I'm prepared to move wherever I need now. This no job thing sucks. It's just me and Erica so I suppose things could be worse or harder if I was married and had a family. But it's just us so not too bad.
This past summer/ early fall. I had a friend of mine pass away from pancreatic cancer and it spread to her liver as well. I had the blessing to be able to literally have her head in my hands when she took her last breath. God blessed me by being able to be there for my friend and her family/friends in their time of need. So that feels pretty good.
Thats all for now. Hopefully I'll not forget about this blog. I'll bookmark it to remember. Have a good Holiday season if I dont talk to you.
Just a journal of things that go on inside my head.
